darn it...

haiz...yest...suddenly the guy contacted me back!!haiz...i juz get over him...

but now,everything is ruined...erm,he operated his leg...sumthin 2 do wit his urat kaki..i was shocked when i heard tat...wuteva izit,i replied his msg..n we chatted 4 a while...(nuthin much 2 say...juz the normal hw r u n bla3...)...

deep in my heart,it reminded me a lot of those days...haiz...

i wanted him 2 noe how much he hurt me...but i really duno how..i tink he din realise oso...wut shud i do,huh?

anyways,tat's all la i wana say...2day,i giv myself 70%...coz i do tink of him sumtimes...crap it!!

*sigh...p/s-get well soon~n try nt 2 contact me back...i will still tot u lyk me if u do so...haiz...T.T

-adios-

im 5n,peeps!!=)

erm...lyfe is so hectic recently...btw,juz finish my exam...
so,urm....i did gr8 in da process of recovering...

i hardly tink of him...haha...so proud of myself...mayb bcoz i pretty bz wit the exams...anyways,let us all juz hope i'll b fine...(gambateh!!)

kla,damn bz lately...tata!!

n i giv myself 110%!!!muahahahaha.....-out-

i cry yest....

i cry yest....i cry bcoz of him again....haiz....

yest i dreamt of him...everything went back 2 normal...we din fight...n we really hav a gr8 time...the dream....it really felt so real....i still not ok....haiz...wut shud i do....

2day,my process of recovering....i giv myself 20%...coz i think about him....haiz....

dun worry,i'll do gr8....i juz nid sum time...pray hard 4 me,peeps!!!i noe i deserve sumone bttr...

will keep tis blog updated frm time 2 time about my process of recovering!!aja2 fighting!!^-^

it has been a while now...

erm..okkkk....

haiz....last week,due to my fren....she kept on askin me 2 go n giv him a call...i mean juz 2 noe the actual reason y we broke up...n i did!!!

ok...it's lyk tat....last 2 weeks,which is fri....erm,i giv him a call b4 i go 2 tuition...the result is devastating....u noe,the reason why i actually think we clash is bcoz we often fight after we couple...but he said it's not the reason...he said bcoz our relationship will end sooner or later...so,that's y he juz end it earlier...at 1st,i was so dumbfounded tat he gav those stupid reasons!!!if lyk tat is the case,y did u ask in da 1st place!!!i shudnt hav agree to couple wit u if lyk tis!!!r u playin wit me??!!

wut do u actually mean when u said,"we goin 2 make tis relationship worked ok??n we'll try 2 make it last long..."wut is tis,dear??izit a joke???i was so hurt when he said tat...i tot of the moments when we r together...how could u use tat stupid excuse...??

if u ask me b4 tis whether i regret a not being ur gal,i'll answer no...but after hearing ur lame n lousy excuse,i dare say i do regret it now...it hurts me a lot 2 noe tat tis is the guy i used 2 luv...

anyhow...being so upset n feeling more heart-broken than eva...,i finally get to noe the reason y...
btw,i heard he got a new gf aldy now...a*** her name is...erm,i noe tis gal...she was his bestfren...n yep...she's a real hot babe..n a sporty type...suits him...better than me...haiz...

btw,my process of recovering is doin gr8!!dun worry...it has been 1 week tat i din think about him at all....n i dun miz him anymore...=)

i hope i'll stay strong...caiyok2!!