hi 2 all...i juz started tis blog...tot of blogging can help me 2 loosen up a bit..things r goin pretty hectic 4 me these days...we fought a lot recently...
i n him started dating on 28 march 2009...hehehe...it's been more than a month aldy we've been 2gether...things r gr8 at 1st...but not anymore...
he said i change a lot...he couldnt understand me anymore..im feeling so hurt...btw,he is younger than me for 2 years...n the most important is he's a malay..n im a chinese...i noe b4 i accept him,we r goin 2 faced prob about our religion...but i really lyk him...n so does he...so,we tot of giving it a try n make our relationship as long as we can...
back 2 the story...yesterday,he said he need sum time 2 try 2 accept me as who i am(it's bcoz he felt i change a lot)..deep in my heart,i knew it's not about tat..he actually need sum time 2 figure out whether is there still have any feeling for me...i dunno...mayb im juz thinking too much...to me,i still luv him..but i dunno whether he still luv me a not...i realized tat he is not happy anymore being wit me coz lyk i said b4 tis..we argue a lot..i cry lyk hell tat night...
i juz hope 2 make it work again...i dun wana lose him yet...anyway,to all bloggers..
tis is our 1st chapter of our relationship...he didnt noe tat i hav a blog...i created it without his knowlegde...hahaha...
btw,if we r ok aldy...i will continue blogging about me and him...i still need u,dear...in my life...luv ya!!!
i n him started dating on 28 march 2009...hehehe...it's been more than a month aldy we've been 2gether...things r gr8 at 1st...but not anymore...
he said i change a lot...he couldnt understand me anymore..im feeling so hurt...btw,he is younger than me for 2 years...n the most important is he's a malay..n im a chinese...i noe b4 i accept him,we r goin 2 faced prob about our religion...but i really lyk him...n so does he...so,we tot of giving it a try n make our relationship as long as we can...
back 2 the story...yesterday,he said he need sum time 2 try 2 accept me as who i am(it's bcoz he felt i change a lot)..deep in my heart,i knew it's not about tat..he actually need sum time 2 figure out whether is there still have any feeling for me...i dunno...mayb im juz thinking too much...to me,i still luv him..but i dunno whether he still luv me a not...i realized tat he is not happy anymore being wit me coz lyk i said b4 tis..we argue a lot..i cry lyk hell tat night...
i juz hope 2 make it work again...i dun wana lose him yet...anyway,to all bloggers..
tis is our 1st chapter of our relationship...he didnt noe tat i hav a blog...i created it without his knowlegde...hahaha...
btw,if we r ok aldy...i will continue blogging about me and him...i still need u,dear...in my life...luv ya!!!
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