we r over...4 real...='(

erm...how do i put tis..??erm...juz now,around 7 sumthin,he started 2 msg...
things r normal la...i appologize 4 being moody n tell him about my new skul oso...
he was fine...i mean real fine...then,when i finally tot we r okay aldy...haiz..the fact is...NOT...

ok...erm,i ask y he din msg me aldy....i feel sad n started 2 tink tat he cheat on me...
he said,nolah...he din cheat...n bla3...then after few mins of bla3...,then he said he stil luv me a lot...but he couldnt juz cont. wit me...he said he duno y...but he juz cannot couple wit me anymore...

amazingly,i din cry...i lyk sort of knew it aldy...or mayb bcoz my mom is around...wuteva izit,,i feel lyk a gun shot thru my head n heart...i feel so hurt...i juz uttered,"hm...k..." tat's all!!i duno wut 2 say aldy...he appologize a lot of time...but the fact is it din change anythin...although i din cry,i noe my heart is breaking to million pieces...it's true...tat's how i feel la at tat time...

now...i n him officially r over...haiz...feel veri sad man...i gave my heart aldy 2 him...2moro nid 2 go 2 church liao...gonna pray 2 God 4 strength...haiz...mayb it's actually a gud thing oso la tat we clash aldy now...coz kebetulan i go 2 church 2moro...huhuhu...

n to all bloggers out there...i sincerely wish u guys all the happiness in da world..!!those who r still in a relationship...,gud luck!!n may u guys last long n everlasting!!amen!!

i tink i wont b bloggin in tis blog anymore...tis would b the last time...i might start a new one soon...about my lyfe...coz tis blog mainly is about me n him...since,now is not anymore...,erm...so it's time 4 me 2 move on...*sigh....

kla...i now announce tis is the end between me n him...the end of a luv story between a chinese gal n a malay boy...the end between a gal n a boy who is younger than her...the end when i already gave my heart 2 him...the end when i finally started 2 hav feeling to him...the end..*crying*

gud nite eveyone....-sign out-